Friday, 4 November 2011
I'm on blogger how kool! Thanks sis angelina you're awesome babysister, I love you.
Hmmm, well my fingernails are starting to have its natural colour back, damn it though I don't have any eyebrows and my eyelashes are falling out too. I was told that my hair was going to start growing back. The worst part is the debilitating pain. I dont know what's going on with the side effects of chemo treatments, oh my goodness!
I just came back from a nasty ugly angry place, I was fukin ugly to anyone who looked and talked to me like I was stupid or dumb. I am not being racist I know these people thought I was dumb. They kept explaining to me three times in a row when I asked them a question. When they clearly explained it the first time and I understood. Immediately they carried on a second time and then I said to him/her hey you just said that to me. I understand and then again two times in a row. I said it's four times now that you've repeated yourself. I understand english!!! With their eyelids blinking quickly and a big sigh. I get that look as if Im not suppose to talk back to them. I was so mad and angry. I felt like swearing and telling them not to be racist towards me.These are public relations people who are serving the public should know better, like Shaw Cable/Services, Pawn Shop, dumb asses. lol hahah.
Anyway, I know racism because I grew up with it. I can easily detected racists attitude by people's behavour towards me. Yup, so that was me and people in society, fuk! It is so frustrating. I felt like a minority in our own country, defeated. I want to get out of this society that condones racism and live in the bush.